You find it first defined in the Old Testament, Exodus 30:35....you see it all through the New Testament...if you are a Christ follower you have it. The problem is, most Christ followers don't know they have it.
it - The special ability God gives to you to accomplish His work on this Earth.
"There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit distributes them. There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. There are different kinds of working, but in all of them and in everyone it is the same God at work." 1 Corinthians12:4-6